I lost my temper because I thought I was left behind again, and I sent a really nasty SMS in CAPITAL LETTERS to question people if I were really left behind.


And then people told me that the SMS was rude. And that I lost my respect to people.


*Sigh*
Did I, really?


I'm feeling so bad about that.
Because I'm afraid that people have lost their respect to me too.

I promised myself that I'm not gonna lose my temper anymore.
Sometimes, being a friendly, tolerant and kind-hearted person lives happier than being a prima donna or a diva who always wanted to control everything and needs attention all the time.


I think I'm having a bad influence from xiaxue.
But I think I'm just being honest to myself.


But being honest doesn't mean we have to lose our respect to people, right?

Will keep that in check.
It's good that I realised it now.