Friendship Dilemma

Wee Yeaw is supposed to leave for London tomorrow. Well he did actually tell me about his leave last month, and that there’ll be some sort of gathering or small party, but until this moment, no news about it at all. No people talking about it, no proper [or at least some forms of] informing or invitation, and the weirdest–not even a single word from him. Again, this situation strikes me with dilemma–I don’t know what to do right now.

I admit that I have a really bad track record in terms of managing my relationships with my old friends. Well, he’s the best example of all I really don’t know how much he valued me as a friend during our secondary school days, but for me, he’s my very close friend. Probably the only one I guess. He’s the one who came and talked to me first when we first met in the school.

As we graduated from secondary, we went separated paths and things started to change. Not to mention the number of times we met. He actually made effort to work things out.

It’s difficult for me to explain why we couldn’t go out together frequently, but in my point of view, I think many of the differences between us starting to take effect. He think it’s ok to go club at night, while I think I should be reading my notes under the light. Different families cultivate different thinking in their children. That’s all [there's no right or wrong].

We are not as close as before, that’s the fact. But i know I’m still being valued, the moment he called me and expressed his surprise to see me in his own dream

I’m feeling sorry for not making ANY effort -_-
Maybe I should go and send him at the airport? Or, maybe a sms is enough to do the trick?
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I see.
Maybe I should ask somebody else first. Hope I remembered the wrong date