2007 has finally come to the end, and at this 12.00am I suddenly realised things have changed too much and too fast in the past 12 months. Even though many things changed, I could still feel as if I’ve also missed a lot of precious moments in my life.
I’m feeling a little sad, a little disappointed, and a lil hard to let go It feels just like we’re reaching the end of our favourite artist’s concert
Don’t know how to describe - coz it’s hard to describe.
To wee yeaw who’s currently in London and also who I’ve missed and wasted a lot of the effort you made to maintain our friendship since our secondary school period,
To Kiki who’s going to get marry in this coming year and also who I’ve hurted once because of my ignorance in defining friendship,
To Shing Chyuan who’s working in Singapore and also who was once my roommate but you’re my friend more than just a roommate,
To Abo who’s also working in Singapore, and who used to be the one accompanying me in the campus, who was willing to open her problems to me, and also one of the people who knows me well,
To Chui mei who’s in Singapore also, and who I used to have loooong looong msn chat about weird topics with,
To Fish Tam Zhi Yee who used to be my very very good buddy, but now the only piece of info I kept about you is knowing that you’re working in airport and that you’re still smoking,
To Jay my close college buddy who couldn’t manage to get into university with me, and who then just disappear without further notice except a call asking for help in clearing monetary debt,
To Lee Ming Han my nerdy friend who also didn’t manage to get into university with me, and who was always being looked down by other people because of his look and academic performance,
To Melody Marie my ex-class representative in college, and who coloured our life and brought jokes and laughter to our life, and also sometimes happened to be the drunk girl,
To Jenna my friend during college time, who’s chubby and funny, and whom I made pissed off once because I turned down her invitation even though she came all the way from her campus to PJ to find me,
To Kelvin, Hatta, Rohan and Ryann I met in college, who I dono where they are now,
To David who used to be my roommate in college, and who I felt sorry for seldom talking to, and who are now a chief,
To Dick Lim the funny guy who likes to tease people and bring laughter,
To KFC who used to tell me about the person he liked on LRT, and who apologised to me once because he threw his temper on me,
To Eddy the creative big guy who always gave me good advices, and who can go crazy with me,
To Annex who likes to make mek mek sound, and the one that made me blushed once in front of the class during Mr. Superam class in college [I don't remember why I blushed anyway],
To Suai Wah the pretty lil girl who I also dono where she is right now,
To Chee Wei the nice nice guy who never said no to anything people ask him to do, who is comfortable to be with,
To Bat Ken who knows a lot about money, and who I used to like to ask questions and see him laughs or smile because he always looks cool,
To Ann Chee who I respect because I think she’s mature,
To Kian Hock who is funny and sometimes looks like auntie,
To Michelle the front woman with a tiny lady heart, and who they like to make love story about me and her (-_-),
To Dennis,
To Kevin,
To Zenn,
To Jong,
To Jenting,
To Sophea,
To my boss James,
To the Malay girls selling food at campus canteen Makan-Lah,
To the salon girl who cuts my hair,
To the Indian auntie who always come to collect and clean our dustbin and smile at me everyday,
To the security guards in Limkokwing who always smile and wave at me every morning and night,
To the person who held the lift doors and the opened doors and waited for me to get in,
To the person who talked to me in the lift,
To Cedric Ang who reads my blog and added me in his blog and msn,
To Daniel Goh who also reads my blog and added me in his blog and msn,
To Mr Definite who also reads my blog and added me in his blog,
To ljcfyi.com for giving me a nice site to visit when I need a dose of happiness,
To my family of course,
And finally to those who I know and those who know me,
and to those who are close to me, and those who are leaving me to reach for their dreams and who’ve made me feel sad and joyful,
This song is dedicated to you:
Thank you for participating in my life. Thank you. I really appreciate what I have now. Thank you.
Dec 28 2007 5:43 pm
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Ah Lim birthday is not there yet, but we decided to have it celebrated early today. We went to Gasoline @ Look Up Point in Ulu Langat.
As I expected, it wasn’t easy to go to that place -_- We’re lost for once, but in the end we finally found our way there.
Lucky *fingers crossed*
And I’m so damn lucky that I could even find my way home all alone without any map. To your horror, I was totally lost on my way back. A miracle? No?
“Stupid people are luckier”
That statement is kaneh true leh [at least in my case]
Anyway, I felt really great during the dinner. I’m glad to see the people are still there and the friendship is still there. Just that I don’t know when would be the last time we met [It's sad to think like that but things really are unpredictable right]
Can we continue like that for the coming 5 years? Hmm…
… It’s naive to say, but I really hope it’ll last forever
p.s.: Can’t believe they actually bought a Hello Kitty handkerchief to the birthday boy Ah-Lim -_-”’ p.p.s.: Didn’t and Couldn’t [in other words it means limitation in my snapping skills -_- *oops*] take much nice pictures this time. So thanks to Mei Mei for her pictures [especially the super-panorama! Damn professional ]
Ok. We had a fight, and I’m now in a bad mood for doing anything (-_-) That’s just so not me. I think I don’t get angry easily. You know.
The wind of anger blows out the lamp of intelligence.
Very true. At least it’s scientifically true. [When wind blows, of course the lamp will go off ma]
Again, I’m seeing evidences that prove my theory of “mere human” is in fact a universally applicable one.
I’m actually stuck inside an endless circle, like the iteration of conflict > fight > aftermath > rebond and again starting from conflict and it goes on and on, and I realised the only thing that can make me feel better is to start believing that the problem is part of my world, and I can’t escape from this kinda problem because I’m not a monk who doesn’t need nice chocolate, other living and lively humans and the Internet -_-
Hmm… Does believing in that make me a loser or a wiser?
Dec 24 2007 5:31 pm
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It’s Grace’s and Jian How’s birthday, and it’s also Christmas day. We had lunch at Station 1 restaurant situated right in front of UTAR Sungai Long branch.
I was kinda excited to see them because the last time I saw them [especially Grace] was like… hm… a year ago? Don’t remember -_- Anyway, they are all still good, and it seems like everybody’s still studying and I’m the only one who’s graduated and started working [Shouldn't put a sad smiley. I'm supposed to be happy for that, right? ]
And when people know you’ve started working, questions about salary would flow in naturally
Dec 22 2007 6:59 pm
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Last Wednesday and Thursday I was in Cameron Highlands for a mission to complete one of the top-priority items in my wish list.
So here it is: -
Chocolatestrawberry fondue
And I made it!
Muahaha you can’t escape from my mouth
Meanwhile, I found out one very mysterious fruit:
It’s called Love Fruit.
I wanted to buy it but the guy selling that fruits said they are only selling to couples and those who’re falling in love. So I gave him a long weird stare before I moved to my favourite fondue stall because there’s nothing much I could do -_- Damn it.
p.s. : Ok la I made up the last part about the Love Fruit. Hehe. So NO, it’s not only for couples. I didn’t buy it because I just felt embarrassed lo Dono why.
Dec 21 2007 5:50 pm
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muaha It’s chocolate
p.s.: Couldn’t take picture in its complete wrapped form because I’ve already excitedly opened it in the office this afternoon. I think I flung the wrapping paper somewhere in my office. Oops. [Should still be on my desk]
Dec 21 2007 3:39 pm
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Shit man. I saw a dead human on my way home today (o_0) He’s the victim of the accident happened in front of the driving school.
Oh my god.
It’s raining, and it’s all wet, and I still could see him lying on a big pool of blood at the middle of the road, with half of his face gone.
Yes you’re reading it right - half of his face, gone.
FACE. GONE.
And the other half was smashed into some kinda lump of meat. And the worst part was, I stared right into his face! (x_x)
Kaneh! I can’t get it out of my head until this moment! It’s damn don’t-know-how-to-describe!!
When I reached home after sending Fay to station, I immediately received a message from her asking me to wash my car tomorrow, which puzzled me for awhile before I finally realised why she asked me to do so.
Ya maybe she’s right. I think I drove passed that blood pool. Dono if there’s any blood trail in front of my house or not (0_0)
Ok. I’m sorry for laughing at you every time you cut yourself shaving -_-
To be frank, I just got a shaving nick 24 hours ago -_- And since then I couldn’t even concentrate on drinking my favourite hot tea because the cut is just right above my lip And to make it worst, the recovering wound’s opening will break and split again every time I yawn
*fingers crossed*
Dono why.
