Happy Birthday to me.
*smile*
Dennis, Kevin, Sophea, Batman, Robin, Peter – I’ll bring my memory of you to my grave, man
I know I looked like not very enjoying, but honestly I was really touched inside. Don’t wanna act crazy-dizzy to spoil my chance of savoring this time-of-my-life moment.
[I'd lose myself when I'm crazy hehe]
Pardon me for I was kinda tired too.
So much to say, so much to be done.
Let’s not writing them down one-by-one.
Will tell you here when they’re already done.
Definitely I’ll live better and wiser.
Hmm… wiser?
Haha… There’s a thing called “hope” and most humans are motivated by “hope”.
Thank god for creating this stupid thing.
Ya… stupid thing.
Arguing with my family has become part of my life. And it’s not really good -_-
I always know i shouldn’t, and I’m not the winning part in terms of reasoning, but somehow it’s unavoidable.
“Some soldiers fight for their honour, not to kill.”
People interpret “honour” differently, though.
You get what I mean?
Hmm… Maybe I pushed it a little too far.
Cheers.
Many things troubling me recently -_-
I really have to do something to somehow find my current (new) position.
… Need a start, in short.
So let’s play with the design again
I like the idea of “Mr Bimbo”. Haha!
Inspired by Juicy Couture for Men, Malayan Tapir and my favourite Black-&-White checker pattern.
Zenn, on the first day of work: “Do you have lighter?”
One of my colleague Zenn is leaving soon, and tomorrow will be her last day of working.
It seems like people who’s been close and nice to me are leaving one-by-one.
It’s kinda difficult to see people coming into your life, and then within a snap *snap*, you’re sending them off to another place. Haiz…
I feel like I’m a bus stop.
They come, and then they go. When we’ll meet again at the same flow?
Life goes on.
And someday I’ll show them how good i’ve done.
Just went out with my family to go fuel station to fill up my car’s tank and also yam-cha.
I could blame on the stupidly small road when I went too far ahead to almost block the cars coming from the other end, but I know it’s me who’s reckless.
And so everybody started to bla bla bla after recovering from the trauma I’ve just created [-_-]
“See see I told you… drive slowly la…”
“… like this also don’t know a???…”
etc etc and etc.
“Drive so long liao still dono how to drive safely a?”
Now that, really made me upset.
*ROOAARRRRR*
My driving skill is like that lo. So?
Human are not coming out from a mold, so can’t expect me to be driving veeeeerrry safely like everybody else, right??
Tell you lo… my colleagues don’t even want/dare to sit in my car le!!
I hate people ranting on me bout the things I can’t do great.
Haiz…
And with the very pissed-off-look on my face, I pissed off my dad as well.
Hah.
I’m a son who brings disgrace.
Sorry for I have a bad temper.
I think it’s in my gene.
p.s.: Ya ya ya I also know that they care about me and that i should learn from it instead of being so stubborn so angry and so whatever. I know it all. But can you be so rational when you’re on fire? Give me a break please…
The money bug is coming back this season, and it made me purposely go to search and install a simple financial software to record where all my cash went to.
Haha.
Like I can’t make a similar list with Excel [-_-]
Anyway, I’ve just keyed-in my second day’s expenses
And I myself couldn’t even believe what I’ve done today -
I freaking spent ONLY RM5.00!
Siao or not?
You must be thinking I’m broke or what. But seriously I’m not. Just that I think I have not been saving any money recently. You know, once in awhile people will be good for no reason
Ok. Maybe me only
We’ll see how long I can be good. Haha.
*slap myself*
Cannot la. I still want to shop for some clothes.
Talked to bobo today and she told me about her coming interview. She’s having some problem looking for her old multimedia assignments that she needs to show to the interviewer.
And I was a little surprised when she told me the only potential coursework which I thought she can show to the interviewer, wasn’t done by her.
[-_-]
For me, it’s like… walao… a very like-that-also-can and don’t-know-what-to-say situation. I felt a little mad and so I told her to consider canceling the interview.
And that made her really really sad
*sigh* [o_o]
Then she told me only true friend will say this kinda true but hurtful facts.
But now i still feel bad le [=_=]
How a?
p.s.: I wonder how many people will choose to say the hurtful truth over the kind words to their true friends.
