Hi

The most important thing I literally learned in Africa, is to be able to say "Hi" to almost anybody – "anybody" means anybody. Max

It's all about how you want to live your everday and who you wanted to be.

That's right, baby.

"Why you look so happy today?"

"Because... there's nothing for me to feel sad about."

New banner :D

Know that it isn't the best and no better than the previous typewriter banner :P

But I decided to keep it because it's meaningful as it reflects my photoshop skill at this point of time hehe :D Ugly artwork doesn't mean it has no meaning lo. It's not all about looking good and nice on the blog anyway.

Hmm...

From now on I shall not be afraid to post ugly products of mine [u_u]''' 

If you can withstand weird stares from the strangers for what you are, then you're a brave one.

Define:Hope

hope (hōp)
n.

1. When you don't have it, you are like shit.
2. When you have it, you can get rid of all the shits.

p.s.: OH my~ I've just got a new hope! Muahaha... you'll know later

Jimmy Choo said one, not me :P

Jimmy Choo on TV:

...We should prepare ourselves better, and don't rush in terms of attaining our goal. Because if we start too fast, we'd fail more easily...

I somehow feel less bad for my so-called under-achievement when someone with such magnitude said something like that. Haha

Ok. Maybe I interpreted it wrongly :P
But still, not all famous shoe-makers made their first pair of shoes at the tender age of 11, right?
Not all guys, for example, owned their first credit cards at the age of 22, right?

Ok ok. It's not going anywhere -_-
Patience is the key for everything :D
And NO - I'm not going to own a card just yet, and I still haven't start paying my insurance just yet (x_x)

Achievement Schedule

I almost forgot that I've made MeiMei a promise yesterday :P
Well, it all started when she told me about the 24 things Kenny did when he was twenty four which has sparkled an idea in her to follow suit on her blog.

I thought it was a great idea until I realised that there actually isn't much things under my belt even at the age of 22 [I mean, do I even need a belt to keep them?].

The same thing goes to her and she sighed while telling me the relative big gap between her and Kenny. I tried to console her saying that we can't actually do this kinda comparison with other people because everybody is different, but I think my words weren't convincing enough as I know I thought the same thing about myself too -_-

Seriously, life is miserable with such kinda comparison.
It makes you feel like you're constantly way behind something. Like you're living your life too slow that you're missing a lot of fun and etc. That kinda thing really makes me feel like I'm behind a schedule. And I'm telling you that there's actually a schedule for that. A schedule which everybody is following without realising it - I call it "the achievement schedule".

Basically it's a self-built schedule that tells you what you're expected to have and own by a certain age.

Like for example, I read about Kenny sponsored a World Vision child at 24, and then my brain will go like "wow he already can sponsor a dono-who at just 24! Look at yourself. What have you done?" and then my brain will automatically adjust the schedule to tell that I should be able to do the same when I turn 24.

Or maybe I read a fashion magazine and then I see this 22-year-old young male model gracing the cover of it, and my brain go like "Wow he's the same age as you and now he's on the cover!" and then my achievement schedule will be adjusted to tell that I'm simply behind the schedule because other people have already done more stuffs than me at the same age.

So, basically the conclusion is that humans are good at making themselves feel miserable -_-

Ok. Back to the list.

Instead of writing about the things I've done [i think I always do that on my blog, right? no?], me and MeiMei finally decided that writing about our targets and goals is a good idea :D

When I told MeiMei my targets and goals are actually in the form of just a wish list, she went (-_-) and I could see she wasn't very impressed. hehe :P

To be honest, I'm actually a person without much motivation except living on a wish list. Well probably the list is just for now, or maybe.... but we don't know what will happen in the future, right?


Oh shit i'm so sleepy.
Wish list? Maybe later...
Good night.

When I'm in office...

The coming best thing in the morning is lunch time, and the coming best thing in the afternoon is bed time.

p.s.: I've been getting this drawing bug. I just have to draw :P

A Need?

"Having a relationship has become something like a need for me. But I don't remember when that started."

I told that to Jen a few days ago.


It's just... wow.
Can't believe I actually said that.






Yea, I think I'm right.

When you go without something long enough, you'll realise it's everything. (o_o)

If you can't get along with your siblings...

"If you can't get along with your siblings, you can't get along well with anybody else."

That's what I've always believe in.

Ok. Maybe it's right, or maybe it's wrong. But from what I've been seeing in these few days, and in retrospect, I really have to praise myself for coming out with such a viable quote :D
[Ok. I'm trying to make my quote sounds like very universal. I know it's kinda subjective, though]

Of course, I'm not talking about me and my sisters. But anyway, for some weird reasons, me and my sisters actually get along very well. Funny enough, it's too well that sometimes no one seems to understand our jokes besides ourselves -_-

The point is, some people just can't get along well with their siblings, even with their own biological sisters or brothers. I have to emphasize the word biological because I think it's explainable if people can't get along well with their non-biological siblings. People just have all kind of excuses to rationalize their hatred you know -_- [I learned a lot of those stuffs from Indonesian dramas. They always like to have these adopted kids appear somewhere in their storyline, and the kids would always be the hated ones].

Very good example, my own aunties -_-
Old a-mah already but still can't get along well among themselves. Weird hor?

"Maybe the culprit is the person's personality," you say.
"Some people or siblings are just born wicked and there's no rule saying that we have to like our wicked brothers," you say.

Well I can totally understand that :|

But having to always be cautious and worry about if you're being used or exploited by your siblings with benefits?

That's just plain awful. As though it's meaningless to have siblings. [well in fact it is if that's the case -_-] I still believe that most of them are not ill-minded and not trying to take advantage or make a fool out of you, and if problems really occur, showing a little bit of compromise won't make you lose an eyeball or dignity [hm... eyeball is a lil too much]


The point is, they are still your very own beloved siblings afterall :|
And I think that's enough for us to give in to them.


By the way, I wonder if you trust 100% your sisters or brothers.
Do you?

Disney

Snow White. Cinderella. All about saving a precious beautiful lady. Looking strong and being adored by the lady. Now there's Shrek. All about saving a beautiful lady.

So basically we (men) are screwed up because of...
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Disney.